Gazza has a huge race on this weekend too. A 21km run, out and back. Its at the Blue Mountains and forms part of the Northface 100km race that he will do later in May. Its a great training day for him. Check out the elevation of this crazy ass run. A friend said she saw people crawling back up this last year.
I'm staying home for this race too. Not that I don't want to support Big Gazza and wait for him at the finish line. But I have stuff to do!
No longer finding excuses to skip out on some hard work, I took a hard look at a few things and also a couple of photos. Here it is in all its undignified, unedited, wish it weren't true but it is, harsh reality. <Insert Parental Guidance required> warning.
April 7, 2013
21 March, 2014
One year on.......Ok, I'm not going to beat myself up too badly here. Shit happens. It's about getting the reality check, by way of self inflicted Makatush (for definition of Makatush, check an earlier blog) and recognising that I need to do something about it.
Reality is....I let it go! I lost my drive, mojo, motivation, what ever you want to call it, I call it losing my happy thought, that place where doing exercise and working towards, life, fitness and health goals and racing to use as a barr for judging progression and staying motivated, is fun. And Wham! (Not the George Michael kind) you get sat on your backside with a humongous Makatush of my own making.
So there it is, the reality check. Now join me here as we...........
draw a line in the sand; and step over it.
So, this weekend, while the world is off doing their thing. I am focusing on doing mine.
A few things here:
- 3 month initial goal
- see myself beyond 60kilos - scales don't measure sexy!
- Stay focused on me
- Build up my own inspiration
- Don't be afraid to be alone - and succeed
- Be optimistic
- Be better than I was yesterday
- Make wise choices
- and, Go do what it is I live for!